I'm making some changes around here. I want people to know who I am. I want people to like me for who I am. So I dedicate this Tumblr to no other than, ME!
Oh and from here on out, I will NOT reblog anything. From today onwards I will only post things from MY head. ^_^ Everything on this Tumblr is ME.
Today my BIG posted this on my facebook wall not too long ago and I think it’s fitting:
“Dear little, it’s funny the things that one suddenly remembers. Today this prayer came to mind and I automatically thought of you. You know I’m not the most religious person but I’ve always kept this prayer close to my heart. I hope it brings you some comfort as it has to me in the past. Love you, Big.
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired with this confidence, I fly to you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother; to you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful.
O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy hear and answer me.
It’s been a while since I’ve posted a blog and I spent last night reading all my old ones….
I gotta say, I’m a pretty depressing person.
I think I’ve always kind of known that, but wow… last night I really had to admit it to myself.
All that has to change though. I want to be a teacher, that’s what i’m studying to do. Who wants a depressing teacher?! Not me, that’s for sure.
I want to be able to connect with my students and be able to help them to grow to be POSITIVE CONFIDENT People. Something I’m not. So how can I do that if I myself need the help?
So things have to change. I’m 22 years old and I still cry at night because I’m sad and lonely. GROW UP! I don’t need all these negative feelings, I don’t need to be bullying myself, and I don’t need to cry!
I am a beautiful, creative, talented, and faithful person. I’ve got to work hard to become the best teacher I can. To become the best person I can be. To live beautifully and meaningfully.
From now on, I will stay away from blogging about how sad and lonely I am. I will begin blogging about the best feelings that exist, great meaningful situations, and about my favorite people.
So I hope you enjoy my beautiful side too followers!!
I feel so useless! There has to be something I could do to help! Even contemplating staying or going… Leaving a good life, to make my old life a better one. Or am I just making this into a bigger deal than it really is?
Please God, show me the way. Help me to know which path is meant for me. Guide and protect me.